Ik schreef een nieuw boek. En deze boeken inspireerden me:

Sidney Vollmer
4 min readNov 18, 2024

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Ieder boek leent, steelt, imiteert en voedt zich met andere boeken. 𝗖 đ—¶đ˜€ đ—Čđ—Čđ—» đ—°đ—¶đ—żđ—žđ—Čđ—č ook. Het is mijn vierde boek: een memoir over onze zoon, zijn ernstige hartafwijking en over mijn vader, te vroeg overleden aan een hartaanval.

Het is een boek waarin gesprekken met artsen zich afwisselen met referenties uit de literatuur. Waarin reflecties bij mijn zoon op de PICU me terugbrengen naar mijn vader in het mortuarium, zeventien jaar eerder. Een boek over liefde, rouw, herinnering, familie. Over de gifbeker leegdrinken.

Meerdere auteurs zijn van groot belang geweest voor het schrijven van dit boek. Maar deze zes meer dan anderen.

đ—–đ—”đ—żđ—¶đ˜€đ˜đ—Œđ—œđ—”đ—Č𝗿 đ—›đ—¶đ˜đ—°đ—”đ—Čđ—»đ˜€ — đ— đ—Œđ—żđ˜đ—źđ—čđ—¶đ˜đ˜†

“𝘞𝘩đ˜Ș𝘯đ˜Ș𝘹 đ˜ąđ˜¶đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜¶đ˜łđ˜Ž đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Łđ˜Łđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜»đ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­ đ˜Șđ˜źđ˜±đ˜ąđ˜€đ˜” đ˜°đ˜± 𝘼𝘩 đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜©đ˜ąđ˜„ 𝘱𝘭𝘮 đ˜Šđ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜°đ˜±đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘏đ˜Șđ˜”đ˜€đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜Ž. đ˜–đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜°đ˜Źđ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘣𝘭𝘩𝘩𝘬 đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜« 𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘱𝘭𝘮 đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜źđ˜Ș𝘯𝘱𝘱𝘭 đ˜Źđ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜±đ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜” 𝘯𝘰𝘹 đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜Łđ˜Šđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Ș𝘬𝘬𝘩𝘯. 𝘖𝘰𝘬 đ˜”đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜§ đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜źđ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„ đ˜źđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩 đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜§đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜€đ˜”đ˜Ș𝘩𝘮 𝘾𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜°đ˜± 𝘬𝘩𝘩𝘬. đ˜đ˜°đ˜°đ˜± đ˜¶đ˜Șđ˜” đ˜±đ˜¶đ˜”đ˜”đ˜Š. 𝘌𝘯 đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” 𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜ąđ˜€đ˜€đ˜ąđ˜”đ˜° đ˜±đ˜¶đ˜»đ˜»đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜¶đ˜Źđ˜«đ˜Šđ˜Ž đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜”đ˜°đ˜łđ˜”đ˜ąđ˜­đ˜Șđ˜”đ˜ș 𝘩𝘳 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜©đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜­đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜·đ˜°đ˜­đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜­đ˜”, 𝘱𝘭𝘮 𝘭𝘱𝘯𝘹𝘮 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜Žđ˜±đ˜Ș𝘳𝘱𝘱𝘭 𝘯𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜„đ˜°đ˜°đ˜„ đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Ž đ˜„đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜©đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Łđ˜Șđ˜« đ˜€đ˜Șđ˜łđ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜­đ˜”.”

𝗟đ—Čđ˜„đ—¶đ˜€ đ—›đ˜†đ—±đ—Č — 𝗔 đ—œđ—żđ—¶đ—șđ—Č𝗿 đ—łđ—Œđ—ż đ—łđ—Œđ—żđ—Žđ—Čđ˜đ˜đ—¶đ—»đ—Ž

“𝘋𝘩 đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜žđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜±đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Ž đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜”đ˜©đ˜°đ˜¶đ˜„đ˜Šđ˜Ż. 𝘓𝘩𝘾đ˜Ș𝘮 𝘏đ˜șđ˜„đ˜Š 𝘾đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜” đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜±đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Š đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜žđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜± đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż 𝘱𝘭𝘭𝘩𝘳𝘭𝘩đ˜Ș đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜źđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜Źđ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜”đ˜Š 𝘣𝘩𝘭đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜©đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż. đ˜đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜Žđ˜±đ˜Șđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜°đ˜źđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜»đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘩𝘯đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩 đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜¶đ˜šđ˜©đ˜°đ˜¶đ˜„đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ đ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜€đ˜”đ˜¶đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­ 𝘩𝘯 đ˜±đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜© 𝘬𝘰𝘯 đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż. đ˜–đ˜źđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜€đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜€đ˜Šđ˜±đ˜” đ˜”đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜¶đ˜źđ˜ą (𝘎𝘳đ˜Ș𝘩𝘬𝘮 đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜žđ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„) đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜šđ˜«đ˜Š đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜šđ˜«đ˜Š đ˜ąđ˜§đ˜±đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜„đ˜Š. 𝘐𝘬 𝘳𝘩𝘧𝘩𝘳𝘩𝘩𝘳 đ˜Ș𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘣𝘰𝘩𝘬 𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘱𝘱𝘯 đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘣𝘰𝘩𝘬 đ˜°đ˜źđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜ź đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜°đ˜Š đ˜€đ˜łđ˜¶đ˜€đ˜Ș𝘱𝘱𝘭 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Ș𝘮 𝘩𝘯 đ˜©đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘾𝘩 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜Žđ˜Žđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘭đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż, đ˜Żđ˜°đ˜¶ đ˜«đ˜ą, đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż.”

đ—•đ—żđ—¶đ—źđ—» 𝗠𝘂𝗿𝗼𝗿đ—Č𝘀𝗾𝘂 — đ—§đ—”đ—Č 𝗜đ—șđ—șđ—Œđ—żđ˜đ—źđ—čđ—¶đ˜đ˜† 𝗞đ—Č𝘆

â€œđ˜”đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Žđ˜Źđ˜¶â€™đ˜Ž đ˜€đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜”đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜șđ˜±đ˜°đ˜”đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Žđ˜Š đ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜§đ˜Žđ˜±đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š 𝘳𝘰𝘭 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜±đ˜Žđ˜șđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜ą đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜­đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜€đ˜¶đ˜­đ˜”đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜žđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜­đ˜„đ˜žđ˜Șđ˜«đ˜„ 𝘩𝘯 đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜·đ˜łđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜šđ˜Š đ˜Šđ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜°đ˜ź đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜»đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜·đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜»đ˜° 𝘩𝘯𝘰𝘳𝘼 𝘭𝘰𝘹đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜© đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Ž 𝘣𝘩𝘯 𝘹𝘱𝘱𝘯 𝘬đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘯𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜Šđ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜°đ˜ź 𝘩𝘯 𝘯𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜§đ˜¶đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜źđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜žđ˜Šđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Žđ˜Š đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜ąđ˜±đ˜±đ˜Șđ˜«. 𝘐𝘬 đ˜Źđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜ź 𝘚𝘉𝘕𝘙 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘯đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜”, 𝘼𝘱𝘱𝘳 𝘣𝘩𝘯 đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Š đ˜„đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘣𝘰𝘩𝘬 𝘩𝘯 𝘮𝘰𝘼𝘼đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩 đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜·đ˜ąđ˜łđ˜Ș𝘯𝘹𝘩𝘯 đ˜Ș𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘣𝘰𝘩𝘬 đ˜„đ˜Š 𝘼𝘩𝘯đ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 đ˜”đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” 𝘩𝘳 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­ đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 đ˜Ș𝘯 đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜žđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜­đ˜„ đ˜»đ˜°đ˜¶ đ˜Źđ˜¶đ˜Żđ˜Żđ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘬𝘰𝘼𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜žđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜Žđ˜±đ˜Ș𝘳đ˜Șđ˜”đ˜¶đ˜ąđ˜­đ˜Șđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜”â€“ 𝘼𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜»đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜°đ˜łđ˜”đ˜©đ˜°đ˜„đ˜°đ˜čđ˜Ș𝘩. 𝘔𝘩𝘩𝘳 đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜Ș𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘣𝘰𝘩𝘬. ”

David Sedaris — Happy-Go-Lucky

“𝘋𝘩 𝘳𝘩𝘧𝘭𝘩đ˜č: đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜łđ˜Ș𝘮 đ˜Ș𝘮 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜©đ˜¶đ˜źđ˜°đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜© đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜«đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł. 𝘔𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 đ˜©đ˜¶đ˜źđ˜°đ˜ł đ˜Źđ˜°đ˜źđ˜” 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Ź 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘣đ˜Ș𝘯𝘯𝘩𝘯 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜±đ˜Š đ˜°đ˜Łđ˜Žđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜·đ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Ș𝘩 𝘱𝘯 𝘮đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜©. đ˜đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘮 đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜źđ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜„ đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 đ˜»đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜łđ˜¶đ˜±đ˜¶đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Ž đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜©đ˜»đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜§ 𝘩𝘯 đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜°đ˜źđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜·đ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 đ˜„đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜§đ˜” đ˜”đ˜Š 𝘱𝘯𝘱𝘭đ˜ș𝘮𝘩𝘳𝘩𝘯 𝘩𝘯 𝘱𝘭 đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜«đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„ đ˜»đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜»đ˜°đ˜łđ˜šđ˜·đ˜¶đ˜­đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘹 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜§đ˜”. 𝘏đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜” đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Ź 𝘱𝘱𝘯 đ˜€đ˜ș𝘯đ˜Ș𝘮𝘼𝘩 𝘰𝘧 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜Ż 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜Ž đ˜źđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜°đ˜°đ˜Žđ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„, 𝘼𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜ąđ˜­đ˜”đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜„ đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 𝘭đ˜Șđ˜€đ˜©đ˜”đ˜·đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Șđ˜šđ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 𝘰𝘰𝘬 đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜”đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜źđ˜ąâ€™đ˜Ž đ˜Łđ˜Šđ˜©đ˜ąđ˜±đ˜Łđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜ł đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜”. 𝘋đ˜Șđ˜” 𝘩𝘮𝘮𝘱đ˜ș đ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­ đ˜Șđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜łđ˜¶đ˜Ź đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Ź đ˜Ș𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜©đ˜°đ˜°đ˜§đ˜„ đ˜»đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜”đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜„đ˜Șđ˜” đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜¶đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜±đ˜” đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜§. 𝘐𝘬 đ˜„đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜§đ˜„đ˜Š 𝘰𝘰𝘬 đ˜„đ˜Š 𝘭𝘩𝘭đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Źđ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘰𝘹𝘩𝘯 đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜Ș𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜ąđ˜§đ˜žđ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩 đ˜łđ˜°đ˜¶đ˜ž đ˜”đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Ș𝘩𝘳𝘧. 𝘌𝘯 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜Ż 𝘾𝘩𝘩𝘳, đ˜„đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜Ź đ˜Ș𝘬, đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜” đ˜»đ˜ąđ˜€đ˜©đ˜”đ˜źđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜„đ˜Șđ˜šđ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ 𝘩𝘯 đ˜©đ˜ąđ˜łđ˜„đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„.”

𝗱đ—Č𝗾 đ—±đ—Č đ—đ—Œđ—»đ—Ž — 𝗭𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁đ—Č đ—Šđ—°đ—”đ˜‚đ˜‚đ—ż

“𝘉đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜€đ˜©đ˜” 1: đ˜Ș𝘬 𝘭𝘱𝘮 đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł 𝘯𝘰𝘹 𝘯𝘰𝘰đ˜Șđ˜” đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Ž đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż 𝘋𝘩 𝘑𝘰𝘯𝘹. 𝘉đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜€đ˜©đ˜” 2: đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘰𝘼𝘮𝘭𝘱𝘹 đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜Ąđ˜žđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜šđ˜€đ˜©đ˜¶đ˜¶đ˜ł đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜°đ˜°đ˜”đ˜”đ˜Š 𝘼𝘩 đ˜»đ˜° 𝘩𝘳𝘹 𝘱𝘧 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘩đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩𝘯𝘭đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ź 𝘯đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜” 𝘾đ˜Șđ˜­đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜Ż. 𝘔𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜°đ˜źđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜»đ˜°â€™đ˜Ż đ˜Žđ˜¶đ˜€đ˜€đ˜Šđ˜Ž 𝘾𝘱𝘮, đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜€đ˜©đ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬: đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜łđ˜¶đ˜Șđ˜”, đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜»đ˜ąđ˜­ 𝘯đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜” đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł 𝘯đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Ž đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż. 𝘌𝘯 đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜” 𝘧đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘰𝘼 đ˜»đ˜° 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘩đ˜Ș𝘹𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜łđ˜°đ˜°đ˜łđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­ đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Łđ˜Łđ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜Šđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„. đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜»đ˜°đ˜łđ˜šđ˜·đ˜¶đ˜­đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘹 đ˜”đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Łđ˜łđ˜¶đ˜Ș𝘬, đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜Žđ˜±đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜Żđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜­đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„ (đ˜·đ˜Ș𝘭𝘩đ˜Ș𝘯𝘩!) đ˜Žđ˜¶đ˜Łđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜čđ˜” 𝘩𝘯 đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜¶đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜€đ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„ đ˜±đ˜­đ˜°đ˜”. 𝘋𝘩 𝘼𝘱𝘯đ˜Ș𝘩𝘳 đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜łđ˜°đ˜± đ˜„đ˜Š 𝘑𝘰𝘯𝘹 đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜” đ˜”đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜­ đ˜Łđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Žđ˜Šđ˜Šđ˜łđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜°đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜žđ˜Šđ˜šđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Žđ˜”đ˜°đ˜±đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜”đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜¶đ˜źđ˜ąâ€™đ˜Ž, đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 𝘼𝘩𝘩𝘳 đ˜„đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜§đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜±đ˜±đ˜Šđ˜Ż. 𝘌𝘯 đ˜€đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜§đ˜łđ˜°đ˜Żđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜„đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜§đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż. 𝘕𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜§ 𝘩𝘯 𝘯𝘱𝘱𝘳 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘧𝘱𝘼đ˜Ș𝘭đ˜Ș𝘩.”

𝗣đ—Č𝘁đ—Č𝗿 𝗕𝘂𝘄𝗼đ—čđ—±đ—ź — 𝗱𝘁đ—ș𝗼𝗿𝘀 đ˜‡đ—Œđ—»đ—Čđ—»

“𝘐𝘯 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘌𝘯𝘹𝘩𝘭𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘩𝘼𝘩𝘯 đ˜»đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜”đ˜°đ˜źđ˜Š, 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘬𝘬𝘩 đ˜±đ˜Ș𝘭. đ˜–đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜Źđ˜Ž đ˜„đ˜Ș𝘩 đ˜„đ˜Șđ˜Źđ˜”đ˜Š 𝘾𝘱𝘮 𝘩𝘳 𝘣𝘭đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„ đ˜Žđ˜±đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜Żđ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Ź đ˜„đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜‰đ˜¶đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜„đ˜ąâ€™đ˜Ž đ˜źđ˜°đ˜Šđ˜„, đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜±đ˜Š 𝘣𝘭đ˜Ș𝘬. 𝘡𝘩𝘭𝘧𝘮 đ˜„đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜”đ˜Ž đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Żđ˜Łđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜ł 𝘮đ˜Șđ˜źđ˜±đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Ž 𝘱𝘭𝘮 đ˜»đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż 𝘱𝘭đ˜Ș𝘯𝘩𝘱-đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Łđ˜łđ˜¶đ˜Ș𝘬. đ˜’đ˜°đ˜±đ˜±đ˜Ș𝘩 𝘩𝘳𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜©đ˜°đ˜¶đ˜„đ˜Šđ˜Ż, đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜ł, 𝘭đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Źđ˜” đ˜©đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜”đ˜Š đ˜»đ˜Šđ˜šđ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Ż. 𝘐𝘬 đ˜·đ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„ đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 𝘣𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘬𝘩 đ˜·đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜­đ˜Ș𝘯𝘹 đ˜źđ˜Šđ˜” 𝘩𝘩𝘯 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Żđ˜ą đ˜Żđ˜°đ˜Żđ˜€đ˜©đ˜ąđ˜­đ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜šđ˜„đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Șđ˜„, 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜·đ˜­đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜źđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜± đ˜”đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜­đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜Łđ˜łđ˜¶đ˜Ș𝘬 𝘩𝘯 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜Łđ˜łđ˜ąđ˜·đ˜°đ˜¶đ˜łđ˜Š đ˜·đ˜ąđ˜Ż đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜Ł-đ˜Ș𝘬-đ˜«đ˜°đ˜¶-đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜ł. 𝘈𝘭𝘭𝘩𝘮 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« 𝘩𝘭𝘬𝘱𝘱𝘳 đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 𝘣𝘭đ˜Șđ˜« 𝘾𝘱𝘮 đ˜„đ˜ąđ˜” đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜±đ˜¶đ˜Żđ˜” đ˜·đ˜°đ˜°đ˜ł đ˜„đ˜Șđ˜” đ˜źđ˜ąđ˜Żđ˜¶đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜±đ˜” 𝘯𝘰𝘹 𝘯đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜” đ˜©đ˜ąđ˜„ đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜” đ˜”đ˜°đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Ș𝘬 đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜” 𝘭𝘱𝘮. 𝘋𝘱𝘯 𝘬𝘱𝘯 đ˜Ș𝘬 𝘯𝘰𝘹 đ˜žđ˜ąđ˜” 𝘼𝘩𝘩𝘳 đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Šđ˜­đ˜Šđ˜Ż đ˜Ș𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜«đ˜Ż đ˜­đ˜ąđ˜ąđ˜”đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜Š đ˜©đ˜Šđ˜łđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜łđ˜Șđ˜«đ˜§đ˜łđ˜°đ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š. 𝘌𝘯 𝘼đ˜Șđ˜Žđ˜Žđ˜€đ˜©đ˜Ș𝘩𝘯 đ˜Żđ˜Šđ˜” 𝘾𝘩𝘩𝘳 𝘩𝘩𝘯 đ˜”đ˜Șđ˜Šđ˜Żđ˜„đ˜Š đ˜±đ˜¶đ˜Żđ˜” đ˜©đ˜°đ˜šđ˜Šđ˜ł đ˜Žđ˜€đ˜°đ˜łđ˜Šđ˜Ż 𝘣đ˜Șđ˜« đ˜„đ˜Š đ˜­đ˜Šđ˜»đ˜Šđ˜ł, đ˜Žđ˜”đ˜łđ˜ąđ˜Źđ˜Ž.

Op zoek naar deze auteurs? Hitchens werd ooit door Meulenhoff uitgegeven maar is niet veel te vinden, ga naar Atlantic Books . Lewis Hyde verschijnt bij Canongate , Muraresku’s boek verscheen bij Saint Martin’s Griffin,U.S. Sedaris verschijnt bij Lebowski Publishers, en Sedaris’ specifieke essay staat hier in de New Yorker. Oek de Jong verschijnt bij Atlas Contact en Peter Buwalda bij de De Bezige Bij.

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Sidney Vollmer
Sidney Vollmer

Written by Sidney Vollmer

Creative/Strategist. Focused on connecting creativity and climate. ₿ hodl’er since '12. Portfolio at sidneyvollmer.com

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